INTERPRETATION OF LAST NIGHT SUBCONSCIOUS INCIDENT

I dnt knw wheatr paulo coelho was right about omens in alchemist when i read it four years ago....i dnt knw have any clue abt interprtatn of a drm ....i haf bn backside to the existnce of god till knw ...bt a mere drmm lst ngt is forcing me to change my views....interpretatn of dreams is totally unfamiliar n uninterested to my brains ...bt in jst a momnt i realzd dat dre do exist a string of link betwn evry happnings in dis wrld applied to humans in my context.....its bcz d thngs i sawlast night might b calld in a way an omen as ths has links to various psychological phnomnon i hav bn obsevn in vry prsn's lyf ,dat i encountr ,wit a definte set of simpl lookn puzzls n inications whch haf surfaced in my heart but i hav unwillingly buryin thm to inexistnce ...bt al of a suddn al thse behavirial observtns n conclsns r tryn to mk sum snse n haf bn falln in ordr as if i haf opnd a pandraz box n dat too by a mere otrwse nonsensicl dream...one thing i m sre is sum dreams wit unfnishdconclsns r defintly relatd to ones lyf as ds may b due to querries evolvd in ones heart bt haf nt navigatd to hs brains fr d persns unwillngness or snse of fear....ds querries may indicate d probability of occurance or non occurance of certain evnts in future basd on decisn makn in d prsnt though d indctn may nt b grntd ....bt thx i didnt haf to stdy or resrch nythng to realize dat ....i haf bn atheist all my lyf though i m stll religiously atheist bt frm nw i am happily forcd to conceptualze in my mind dat drez sum natre god who is respnsble fr all ds unsn evnts ,emotns , conclsns, indictns ,regretn etc..i ll nt ask fr forgivns fr nt blievn in ds natre god as i feel refusal is btr dn blind faith....as fr nw dis natre god has cum to me thrgh slf realztn n nt herediterly as gods r mostly imported to one's mind by the later mentnd path...i thngs i haf bn wrtn r vry smpl n requires vry littl brain....but yes totally unused brains may nt undrstnd my intrprtatn of lst lght dream....

FINAL RETREAT

Beneath the dawn and dusk

I wait for your tender caress

Like tiny droplets in a dry soul

Like sun’s flowing river of warming shine

In burzum bed of night, i see your floating mirage

Caught up secretly in thy corner of the heart

Battling with age long hurricane of dilemma

Mind and soul separated like heaven and earth

Being dragged in blackhole of no return

I tie myself with thread of your undying love

Hold me tight , dry my tears in your caring lap

Thy almighty! Kneeling down in desperation

Keeping my demons in bay,

Behind the shadow of your fading faith

There you come like winter god’s blessing majestic warmed

Beneath the cool clouds of centurial agony

Finally winds of change crossed the gigantic mountain

WHEN I AM GONE

when the river goes dry ,roses go pale

when i am poor scavenger wandering by the road

when i am lost in the dungeons of forest

will you still be there ,behind my shadow

i am nothing but winters fading green

let me sleep beside you ending this freezing night

to wake up with your face like the morning sun

and wash my sins with serene tears

diverging along hundred tributaries

i forgot where the river was

watching every star dancing with light

i lost my own sun beneath the eclipse i couldn't fight

far from the banks of endless sea

watching you like fisherman's little boat

though every boat turns a wreckage

i wait till every dusk and awake with new dawn

as thousand birds migrating with you fragrance

echoing your laughter the winds dance

reminding me of your proximity

blessing reasons to wait till eternity

so if i am gone of my earthly presence

my soul will guard my silent screams

to unleash it all upon your feet

remembering you when i am gone

 

SILENT VOICES

Every Dawn Longing For A New Evolution

Crawling Beneath The Sun To Flash On Our Side

Raging  Against These Medicines Of Paranoia

We Fall Into The Trench Of The Fake Heaven

Putting Aside Our Dreams Amidst Our Crying Souls

We Relax Among The Undying Pandemonium

Every Now And Then Trying To Quit The Things We Can’t Breathe Without

With Our Realization Being Lost In The Clouds Of Consolation

We Know Dears, Your Voices And Wishes

But We Beg Mercy For Not Stepping On Your Dreams

Living For Dual Dreams, Is Beyond Our Endurance

Though Being In Our Closest Proximity, You Create A Borderline

Mediocrity Isn’t Our Perception, Nor Perfectionism

So, Let Us Comfort In This Hole We’re Sinking Through

And Navigate Our Imagination Through Your Rusted Conscience

 Because We Don't Want  To Be The Silent  Voices

THE STARGAZER

Feeble and numb he walks trembling

With days speeding in a second

Screaming out loud, his heart sings

Trenched into paranoia, everything a rainbow

The dreamer perished into the dungeons of afforest

He floats in the wind and steps on the cloud

He swims down the ocean sometimes climbing to zenith

hypnotized, desensitized to the chaotic universe

Purblind he steps on the footnotes of the piper

Struck by mystic anorexia , drowned into the black hole

He implores for peace clicking his clock dead

So let him shut his eyes and be the alice in wonderland

Finally he sings, “Dream a while with me

And I will jaunt you through the planetary  space

Together we shall venture the Orphic paths

Because life is ain’t too straight

A STAGNANT CIVILIZATION

Once among the living corpse,

Whose putrid aroma corrupted

The proclaimed god’s sons,

Echoing the humanity’s extinction.

Poisoned visions worshiping

The masked dictators,

Summoned by the dictator

On denial of its convention,

Abolished from the infected council,

I fled my way to primitive existence.

With little signs of abomination

I retreat to thy eventual certainty

And the hideous era burnt out

galloping the ruthless evolution .

Though in  darkest of dark corners

I Locked the ashes of my soul,

Pure and serene it floats

In thy lake of conscious.

Out of bound

of the stagnant civilization

blissful reflections cultivates ,

Enlightening the gloomy core

with no physical mass to pollute

it’s time to shed my mortal shell.