The idea of absolute nothing

                          

As my soul sat on a voyage through the ocean that spread to the endless horizon, through the wilds  that run thousand nautical ,through millions of light years into the boundless universe ,I found myself  turned back to my very existence. The idea of existence and destiny, as to many others, has always been a question of irony to me. And this very circumstance where destiny turns back to existence, I find myself turned to the idea of nothingness. Its really amazing that the word nothing has let me to think so much that factors of living had become insignificant to  me .there I stumble across  the word absolute and I discovered that everything is subjected to a scale whose index have been fixed according to certain comparative elements. So what is absolute. The day we find the right index of absolute ,all debates between good and bad, theist and atheist, devils and priest would come to an end. As logical arguments would be specified under certain known index ,the scope of argument would be specified on some known agenda of universally accepted ideas and thus the scope of multidimensional reasoning would stop.

 We all begin our journey from the same glacier and as we flow through the ages like a stream there are these rocks called circumstances that guides us along different direction. as we sail thousands of miles crashing into tons of rocks, we find ourselves oceans apart from those who started the voyage from the same glaciers. And we say he has gone too far or he has stayed far behind. Though actually we are all flowing continuously and nobody is far ahead or behind. Its just all have flown in separate course, some flown through the mighty green valleys, some through dense forests and so on. but in the long run nothing really matters as we all will eventually fall into the mighty ocean called death. And our death will be a grain size event with respect to the massive world.

Coming back to the idea of nothingness, I wonder what purpose are we serving here, why are we bothered with tons of emotions though even the greatest emotion is overcome by time, why we like to be social though we always fear society, why we complain about having to do same repetitive things everyday and still go for those things the next day? Here one might say since life has no meaning, what shall we do? Shall we repeat the endless process shown by our predecessors and like them fall into the ocean of death tired, bored and full of remorse or should we stop bothering everything and repent over the fact that life has no meaning?

The most logical idea for people who believe in nothingness or nihilism is to create their own meaning of life. Its like an empty canvas ,a symbol of nothingness and we may create our own image of life with the colours of our progressive thinking. A master stroke of creativity that has no boundary and is not corroded by the hand of monotonous repetitive phenomenon designed by the people who preceded us and practiced by those around us. a world where one’s creative existence is a question to preconceived ideas.

            GOD IS GETTING ALONE

God the real guardian has always been a symbol of irony to me. A statue of tyranny, illogical propaganda and difference monger though his theoretical definition signifies something of opposite nature .So most of my life god stayed as my loyal opposition. There was always a question in my mind, in the midst of all these illogical reasons to follow his dictatorship; there must be something divine about this hypothetical god. The symmetrical universe with all its components placed in every right place forces me to give a think and thus evolves a ray of belief for this hypothetical structure, though suppressed immediately by the volleys of pre existed concepts against this unseen.I began to try understanding his ironical nature and concluded that until any modern theorists proves to the remotest possibility of its dismissal,i have to give some thought about the concept of god.the way to belief in god should be directed through logical reasoning of his proposed ethics keeping in mind that the proposer is not  god but human beings like us.So by the standards of  evolution our civilization has gone through it should be evident that rituals ,rules ,practices of god should have regular amendments keeping in mind the present social, economical, psychological and environmental features. But thousands of primitive ethics and values with their old moral watchdogs has no sign of tolerance to human psychology that changes with every civilization and environment.God must be deaf or he is on a silent fast because everytime the elements of civilization undergoes a progressive change,one of his follower becomes his logical opposer. The reason being that the rusted closet of morals and ethics could not satisfy the rate of change of civilizational entity.And so god gets alone with every second passing with only surrounded by the adamant self proclaimed agents of him.